That's right, but when I did the session [on the rape scene], I decided it's not what I want. Suddenly, I had the idea to do the suicide, and when we did it, it was perfect. We didn't talk much. It was dark except the light on the bathtub, and I took many shots of the two girls - they're all great and should be shown together. Even when I look at it, I forget that I produced it. I thought it said something moving and touching, the strange relationship between these two girls.